Aimless

Had not been blogging for a quite some time, and had been feeling that I need to trash out all that clotted my mind. Am I expecting too much? I feel that my soul is out from me for a long time, I couldn't find the passion I used to have in me, no aim, no expectation, no destination....I feel so lonely even if I'm surrounded by people. As years goes by, the fear in me is getting stronger and stronger. I know I should stay positive, but I just couldn't help.....