Changes...Unexpected Changes....

A friend once said, the unexpected is what changes our life. Frankly speaking, all these while, I don't like changes, in fact I hate it. Because I'm afraid of it and would by all means to avoid it, if I can. Hadn't been in stress with CHANGES for quite some time; the first biggest one came 3 years ago and the 2nd one just ended a year plus ago. Lately, I can feel the stress coming back again especially when I have got this planning of UK trip bundled with the economic downturn. Moreover, with unexpected life and changes of environment that I will be facing makes me feel even more in dilemma. Is it wise to make such a big steps at this time? Is changes good for me at this time? Will I be able to cope with the CHANGES that's coming along? Will I make it through? I asked myself and I'm still in fear....

Is it too late?

With the knowing of being away after the next 3-months, I'm starting to think that I'm gonna miss my family and friends over here. The feelings are even stronger whenever there's a gathering and everyone is just there so relax and chit chat for hours over topics and topics. Had been to a colleague Raya Open House recently and have a chance to sit down with colleagues and everyone is just brought to the past talking about the good old days. At that spur of moment, I was thinking, I'm still so NEW to the industry with only 2 years of experience while everyone with at least over 5 years of experience on the table are talking about people that I'd only hear from for the first time ever. And YET, I'm leaving in 3 months time. Thinking back, I'm starting to be in doubt whether is it a wise move to leave my career behind and go for my travel dream. Everyone had been asking me what I'd be doing there. My answer is always the same - "I do not know, I'll see what I will get". I just do not wish to plan and expect too much as Expectation always follows with Disappointment. Sometimes I just feel, is it too old and too late to 'chase' for a DREAM? with the things that I need to sacrifice over here?

My best Birthday Present Ever...

the best birthday present in my life, the working holiday visa to UK finally gets approved today! And if you would like to know what does a Working Holiday means, kindly click here

Anxiously waiting for the day to fly....